DJS: We've ALL done the bible research you are talking about. I immersed myself in that when I was a Dub.
My wife, an exJW and an atheist, loved Raymond Franz, James Penton and Carl Olof Jonsson authors well respected by exJWs. She purchased all their books.Yet these men remained Christians who had also researched the Bible.
I asked her once, if those men were so dumb as to be duped by a false god and the Bible how is it she can ignore that gross "stupidity" and take them at their word in everything else? She looked at me and walked away.
I'm taking this thread off topic. I apologize for that. No more "dumb" Bible stuff from me.